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Life again...

Last week I came back to Malaysia.
After 32 days I met my husband, I missed him a lot...during this period of being away from each other I found out that I really and truly love him.God bless our love.
we celebrated new year 2011 in KLCC, it was good, for the first time during last 2 years we went to Chilies for dinner, it was wonderful...I believe it really worth trying...
when I am here,far away from my family,my country,my city,my friend and etc. it's like I am always dreaming, it's like I don't want to believe this space...It's like I am a poet...my mind is full of colorful dreams...unfortunately most of the time I am badly depressed and my dreams are in black or gray color...
I know that it must be really full of stress living back to my country, since we are addicted to this peace, but it worth breathing from the same air that our families breathe.
I have a lot of good goals and plans for the future...pray for me...

Staying in Iran

It's been 3 weeks since I have come to Iran. I can't say that it has been full of pleasure time but it always is good to stay with family members although I miss my husband so much...
today I colored my hair...now it's blond and for me it's something because my hair is completely black...my face has changed a lot...
Wednesday and Thursday is " Tasooa" and "Ashoora" respectively and all my country is having Mourning...tomorrow i am going to meet my best friend who i haven't met for 4 years...I am a little exited now.
on next Sunday i will go back to Tehran. and I hope to visit my family as soon as possible...
god bless them all.Amen.

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I am going to Iran in 20days,but still my visa is not ready so maybe I won't be able to go on that date,and does it matter?not at all...
These days past with some kind of stress and disappointment I can not really stand this type of life we have now...I don't want to be dependent on the others any more...but...It seems all doors are closed, I just asked Allah to help us and show us a way in this dark night...
All Friends Please Pray For Me and Wish Me Luck.

Peace

With very special thanks to Allah,the problem in my period was solved...now I feel much better...
I don't know what is this feeling inside me,every time I decide to go back home, I feel something like nervousness inside my heart...just can't ignore it...and as soon as I get home it finishes...again now that I have planned to go back home this feeling started to come up...
I just rely on Allah for every point of my life,he knows how to deal with my life...
in less than 2weeks my final presentation is coming...and still I have a lot to do...If I could overcome my laziness everything could go faster...
Cross fingers for me...I want to talk to another one in the faculty for being RA.
OK nothing left to say...have fun