I can see his footprint in my moments

Today was almost a tough day for me, I had to go to university early in the morning, and check for oven, because I have to dry my fibers in oven,so they can absorb less moisture. after weighing the fibers I found out that it is not enough, I got disappointed but suddenly I could find some more fibers...I can see it was just the kindness of Allah...
Today was the hottest day in the last one month. I got bad headache due to the changing temperature inside and outside of the places, like bus or buildings.
We passed our evening with our family friends and enjoy our time with them especially with their lovely daughter...God bless her.
My plan for the following weekend is to clean up every where at home and also combing my fibers so then I can start manufacturing the samples next week,In Sha Allah.

A new decision...

I have decided not to talk about that subject any more with him.
Just write it to remember.

A letter to my creator

Dear Allah
I wish to meet you soon in the other life, and in the Heaven and not Hell please, I have been in hot place like Malaysia enough and I can't stand hotness any more. Please if possible I would like to have a meeting with my brother and my grandmother please.
your kind co-operation is much appreciated.
Sincerely yours
Zahra

دلم گرفته

Life again...

Last week I came back to Malaysia.
After 32 days I met my husband, I missed him a lot...during this period of being away from each other I found out that I really and truly love him.God bless our love.
we celebrated new year 2011 in KLCC, it was good, for the first time during last 2 years we went to Chilies for dinner, it was wonderful...I believe it really worth trying...
when I am here,far away from my family,my country,my city,my friend and etc. it's like I am always dreaming, it's like I don't want to believe this space...It's like I am a poet...my mind is full of colorful dreams...unfortunately most of the time I am badly depressed and my dreams are in black or gray color...
I know that it must be really full of stress living back to my country, since we are addicted to this peace, but it worth breathing from the same air that our families breathe.
I have a lot of good goals and plans for the future...pray for me...